Protected: It happened

8.26.04

Since February I had foreseen this night. And that night came tonight. I’ll miss so many things like holding your hand for no reason at all. Or those silent moments where we just looked around not saying anything and much less doing anything. Ah, the days that I had a chance to see your face at least once a day, those were the really good days (damn now I see why so many poems talk about this).

But today was the most fantastic day I have had. I can’t begin to describe it, and since most will be talking to her soon enough I’ll give her the pleasure of telling you the story. Today was so much better than anything else that we could have done. When I close my eyes I can still remember every bit of it.

So back to the present, since thinking about the best doesn’t do any good. Everything is packed (many more boxes that I had expected). By noon I’ll be there, by late night I’ll be unpacked. Oh, and I can’t forget to buy books and all the other crap for school like pencils and paper. And, sure I guess I should meet people and see what the school has to offer.

Goodbye, be back in 4-5 weeks.

Run – Snow Patrol

I’ll sing it one last time for you

Then we really have to go

You’ve been the only thing that’s right

In all i’ve done.

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we’ll make it anywhere
Anywhere from here

Light up, Light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I’ll be right beside you dear

Louder, louder
And we’ll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can’t raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
It makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do.

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I’ll be right beside you dear

Louder, louder
And we’ll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can’t raise your voice to say

Slower, slower
We don’t have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We’re bound to be afraid
Even if it’s just for a few days
Making up for all this mess.

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I’ll be right beside you dear.